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Should I text?
 I know it was a mostly self desition, but I meant it when I said 'I still want to be friends'.

Yesterday I almost just went to your place.
Is it that you have a new someone? It pains me that, the you how you always were, is already with a new someone to cherish.
By myself, I still ride alone. Im trying really hard to make new friends, so I don't 'steal' yours (which is so hardly possible), but it's been complex due my unflexible schedules of work and school.
You just messaged me about a random subject, and that confused me a bit.
Then you invited me on a Sunday to a bar, and I would have loved to go, but afterall it was Sunday. 
Im sorry I'm still no fun, that I still study on Saturdays and work till very late.
Sorry I haven't called.
Sorry I haven't texted.
I want to. Badly. But it's just that I don't want to be nothing but friends. 
I love you, truly. 
So I don't contact you until I feel or rather think that you are okay to deal with me.

Can I still go and skip class at your place?
Can we still download a movie and watch it together?
Can I still have a friend to cal 'sanctuary'?





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